August 09, 2002 - 6:31 a.m. Personally I would like to state for the record to all of those who believe this, that I AM NOT UPSET OR DOWN BECAUSE I DON'T SEE MY GIRLFRIEND AT LUNCH. Sure, it's a bummer, but its nothing that I'm that fucking upset over. I wish people would stop fucking assuming things. I am grateful that I see my girlfriend at all during the day. I hate people, I hate this school year already, I hate my job, I hate MYSELF the most. No, I don't know what specific thing is depressing me, but for fuck's sake: don't assume just because I dont see my girlfriend at lunch that it is the REASON for my depression. A lot of shit is depressing me this year, and I am not going to state it. Why?? Because it's not worth me hearing it from people that I AM BITCHING AGAIN. So I'm just going to keep it all in. Hell I'm considering locking this journal again. -End Transmission-
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