November 17, 2002 - 2:19 p.m. Thank you goes to Shaun and Carlos for their expression of their sympathy. I guess tomorrow my dad is gonna talk to my agent, see if my car is worth saving. Doesn't look like it may be worth putting the money into. Thank you guys for caring. Health update: started feeling really dizzy today, couldn't walk for a while cause the dizziness was so bad. Back hurts like a mofo. Not sure what I am going to do. Couldn't sleep last night and I had no one to talk to. It haunts me, even now as I write this, the image of the accident playing in my mind. Something I wish on no one. The fear is what cannot pass. I tried to sleep and all I saw was the accident. As I did fall asleep it played out again in my head and I jumped out of bed. I don't know if I can handle school tomorrow. I'll update later when I start feeling better. Thanks again Carlos and Shaun, it means a lot.
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