November 04, 2003 - 12:11 p.m. Hell I havent had a meaningful entry in here in at least four months, maybe more. I can't believe its been that long. As today comes to a close, I realize yet again that my life is spinning out of control, on a ride that I did not pay for, but deserve. I feel like a failure, a worthless friend. I'm a lousy student and a bad worker. The only thing I do right is yardwork, and thats not saying much. I wish to come back from my idle state, but its like this never ending hell. How can I be happy again?
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